Disorder 1: Over-Controlling Demon

The lyrics written by Herr Potatis poetically and symbolically address the experience of obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD), a mental condition characterized by intrusive thoughts and obsessions, as well as the need to perform certain rituals or compulsions to alleviate anxiety. The song describes an internal struggle between light and darkness on the "battlefield" of the affected person's mind. The metaphor of sweeping blood under the carpet and hiding chaos under a blanket of order represents how someone with OCD tries to conceal their intrusive thoughts and compulsive rituals from others.

The lyrics also explore self-criticism and the feeling of being trapped in a self-imposed mental prison, where the person smiles but rejects the help of others. The mention of being "seduced by the deception of control" and "frozen by the damnation I chose" reflects the struggle for perfection and the fear of losing control over one's own thoughts and actions. The plea for help in fighting the "demon of excessive control" shows the desire for liberation and recovery.

The last part of the lyrics suggests a kind of internal ritual to seek relief from anxiety, symbolized by the act of counting to three. However, despite these attempts, the song emphasizes the feeling that things are never quite right. In summary, Herr Potatis' lyrics deal with the emotional and mental challenges of living with OCD, portraying the battle against obsessive thoughts and the quest for control in a constant internal struggle.